This morning we were having a conversation about what his first day will be like when it comes. I told my husband that I plan to take a partial personal day so I can see him off at the bus stop at our sitter's house. I want that obligatory first day of school picture at the bus stop. To which my husband replied, "will you drive to the school and take a picture there of him getting off, and another of him in the classroom?" This never occurred to me. I mean, for one, I'll have to get back to work. Secondly, my mom (a stay at home mom) never did this. It was just get on the bus, and off you go! Hopefully all went well and she'd see us when we got home. I have trust that the teachers in our district will take very good care of our son. I don't feel a need to document both boarding and disembarking of the bus. I'll have photographs of him with his teacher from open house, a school program of some sort, or field day I'm sure. But now I'm thinking...am I the only mom who will not be there to do this? Does this make me a bad mom? Is parenting different now (much more hands-on) than it was for our parents? I don't want our son to feel as though he is the only one who isn't met at school by his parents, but I also do not want to hover. No helicoptering for this momma. Our boy needs to use his own wings (or helicopter blades). I know I am worrying over nothing, but still...when did the need to document every single second become necessary? Just when I stopped worrying about going back to work tomorrow I will lose sleep over this.
